~Needy~

How is life fair?
You don't want me to say it's done.
You know I'll always be there
Love me when I'm gone.
I need hugs, I need kisses
I need him to say it's me he misses.
I need, Oh I need love...
I need all the things from above...
I need wings, I need to fly,
I need the grandiosity of the sky.
Can we try, just this time?
Maybe? I'll give you a dime...
Theres nothing else to loose
Is it even a matter to choose?
Come on, You'll see..
How's it like to be with me.
Why do I keep feeling a lack of dedication?
You are just a TEMPTATION! (obsession)
Love? Of what KIND?
Maybe I'm just blind...

When You Really Love Someone

I'm a woman
Lord knows it's hard
I need a real man to give me what I need
Sweet detention, love and tenderness
When it's real it's unconditional
I'm telling y'all
Cause a man just ain't a man if he ain't man enough

So love you when you're right
Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak
Love you when you're strong
Take you higher... in a world that you're feeling low
He's giving you his last, as he's thinking of you first
Giving comfort when he's thinking that you're hurt
That's what it's like when you really love someone
I'm telling y'all

Cause you're a real man
And Lord knows it's hard
Sometimes you just need.. a woman's touch
Sweet affection, love and support
When it's real it's unconditional
I'm telling y'all,
Cause a woman ain't a woman if she ain't woman enough

To love you when you're right
Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak
Love you when you're strong
Take you higher in a world that you're feeling low
She's giving you her best, even when you are at your worst
Giving comfort when she's thinking that you're hurt
That's what it's like when you really love someone
I'm telling y'all,...

Sometimes you're gonna argue, sometimes you're gonna fight
Sometimes it's gonna feel it'll never be right
But something so strong keeps you hold it on
And give you the strenght to keep moving on...

" 'Cause a man just ain't a man if he ain't man enough..."

Sem Saudade

Sim, claro que me recordo
Era eu quem ali estava
Como pessoa amiga
A contribuir amigavelmente
Com a minha companhia
Mas eu cansei-me...
Muito!
Sim, eu ESGOTEI...
Daquela pessoa irritante
Sua maneira hostil
Que perseguicao constante!
Haja cinismo...
Egoismo...
Arrogancia!!!
HAJA PUTA DE TOLERANCIA!
Egocentrismo...
Que abatia...
Que consumia...
Ate que...
Eu abandonei
soube abandonar
Aquele circulo ruidoso
Tornado vicioso
E admiro...
Sim, admiro a minha atitude,
Positiva e sadia,
Contra uma pessoa doentia
Acabaram-se as afrontas
As briguinhas tontas.
Os risinhos picantes
Os ditinhos provocantes
Que bom!
Respiro em paz, enfim...
Algum tempo ja passou!
Recordo-me de tudo...
Oh, se me recordo
Sem saudade!!!
E nunca mais me arreliei
Nunca mais me amofinei
Soube abandonar
Procurar a paz
Mas... o melhor?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Daquela pessoa...
Nao guardo rancor!
Apenas um amargo sabor,
Ao recordar.

Lua vs Sol

A Lua altiva, mesquinha
Disse p'ro Sol: Que cres?...
Deus coroou-me rainha...
Pos o Mundo a meus pes!

Tenho varias dimensoes...
Qual delas a mais bonita!
Em fases, ocasioes,
Sou grande, ou pequenita!

Alem de bela, sou culta...
Tenho que reconhecer!
Toda a gente me consulta
Se vem frio ou vai chover.

Nao sejas tao presumida!
- Responde zangado, o Sol -
Es rainha?... Olha querida;
Eu sou o rei. O farol!

Com a minha luz resplendorosa
Aqueco e dou alegria...
Enquanto que tu, preguicosa
Dormes todo o santo dia!

- E a noite, quem a ilumina?...
Sou eu, com o meu luar!
- Sao os meus reflexos, menina,
Que assim te fazem brilhar!

... Ea causa dos teus pecados!
Sua trafulha. Ingrata!...
Recebes raios dourados...
E reflectes raios de prata!

Felicidade...

Ao contrario do que muitos pensam, felicidade nao tem de ter "momento certo".

Infelizmente, ha quem pense assim, por verem aqueles que buscam a mesma (a felicidade eh como uma borboleta; se a tentas apanhar, vai-te "iludir" se a deixas ir ela pousa em ti) e verem belos falhancos.

Hum, na realidade o que acontece eh, quem nao quer ser feliz?! Nao ha ninguem que nao queira. Certo?

MAS, ha muito boa gente que se deixa enganar por MOMENTOS DE FELICIDADE, que acabam desvanescendo com o tempo, e com situacoes menos nobres.
Agora, pergunto, felicidade existe? Ou apenas momentos de felicidade? E porque os buscam se sao momentaneos?

Pois... algo que nao eh eterno eh verdadeiro?! ;)


Exacto!

Sweet Misery (rep)

I was lost
And you were found
You seemed to stand on solid ground.

I was weak
And you were strong
we strummed along...

Sweet misery you cause me
That's what you called me
Sweet misery you cause me
I was blind
But oh, how you could see
You saw the beauty in everything,
everything and me

I would cry
And you would smile
You'd stay with me a little while

That's what you called me
Sweet misery you cause me
And in my heart I see,
What you're doing to me
And in my heart I see,
Just how you wanted it to be...

I'll Miss You When You're Gone ??

You are a drug to me
I never ever thought it otherwise
And I love the lies you"ve told to me
While looking me directly in my eyes

This is not ecstacy
but it"s better than cocaine
And you know that I will miss you when you're gone
But I"m not equipped to play this game

You know your words
They don"t mean anything to me
They only serve to fatten up the prey
And when it"s time to take them to the slaughter house
You slice their throats and continue on your way..

This is not jeopardy
And it's not your high school prom
And you know that I will miss you when you're gone
But I'm not equipped to be your mom..

(what a heck is this?!?!?)

Alone and in Love..

I see love,
I can see passion
I feel danger,
I feel obsession
Don't play games with the ones who love you
Cause I hear a voice who says:
I love you... I'll kill you...
Loneliness, I feel loneliness in my room...
Look into the mirror of your soul
Love and hate are one in all
Sacrifice turns to revenge and believe me
You'll see the face who'll say:
I love you... I'll kill you...
But I'll love you forever
Loneliness, I feel loneliness in my room...

Some Old Shit...

When a Woman:

... is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.
... talks to much she wants to tell you everything about her.
... is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
... when she's arguing, kiss her.
... looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
... avoids looking you into the eyes, she's saying goodbye; or in love (find out)
... answers "I’m fine!" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
... stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.
... lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be her's forever. (sounds familiar?)
... calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention.
... doesn't call you at all, she's afraid of getting hurt.
... says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.
... tells you "Fuck Off You Fruity Ass Fagget", she has made up her mind, you are Past.
... says "I miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that! (makes u present?)
... says "I Love You", she means it.

Bunch of Crap

♥Your eyes, are holding up the sky.
Your eyes make me weak i don't know why.
Your eyes make me scared to tell the truth.
I thought my heart was bullet proof,
now i'm just dancing on the roof. (What?? lol...)
Now everybody knows... i'm into you..

Your grace still amazes me,
Your love still a mystery,
Each day I fall on my knees,
'Cause your grace still amazes me (what??)

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't,
I can't make your heart feel something it won't,
Here in the dark...in these final hours I will lay down my heart,
I'll feel the power, but you won't...
No you won't, Cause I can't make you love me...If you don't..♥


♥ Don't give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about! ♥


mental note: a face without freckles, is like a sky without stars. (wonder why..)


♥ What a Wicked thing to say,
to make me feel this way.
What a Wicked thing to do,
to make me dream of you ♥

Hold

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in
Keep holding on
Cause you know
we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth.
So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear..
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend.
Hear me when I say
When I say I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly!


:)

B4 I GoOoOoO*

I don't know where to find you
I don't know how to reach you
I hear your voice in the wind
I feel you under my skin
Within my heart and my soul
(I wait for you)
All of these nights without you
All of my dreams surround you
I see and I touch your face
I fall into your embrace
When the time is right, I know
(You'll be in my arms)
I close my eyes and I find a way
No need for me to pray
I've walked so far
I've fought so hard
Nothing more to explain
I know all that remains.
If you know where to find me
If you know how to reach me
Before this light fades away
Before I run out of faith
Be the only man to say
That you'll hear my heart
That you'll give your life
That you believe.
Make me believe
You won't let go
Before I go.

Every Now And Then..

Sometimes it seems to much
Other times, just not enough...
Who can feel something as such?
Why does it have to be so tough?
You call it intense, how do you dare?
When it just seems that you don't care.
What have I done to become a lover?
I want this page to skip, turn it over!
Even tho you leave me speachless,
I shouldn't settle for less...
Being around you makes "it" grow
Doesn't my smile, show?
Further I get...
More impossible to forget.
"I wish I never met you" Is tought to take?
And it isn't tough to take you being so fake??
I'm thinking, sitting here
Will you eventually, be there?
What am I, a tool?
What do you take me for, a fool?!
Why do I have to be stressed out, annoyed,
When all I ask is to love and be loved?
It's like god gave me the bread
And not the teeth, instead...
Why can't I keep the "seed"?
This is a f.. drama, indeed.
If I believe god exists? I do.
Or else I wouldn't of met you.


[Karma My Friend, Karma]

True Dad, in Memory of My Grandfather

God saw you were getting tired
And a cure was not meant to be
So He put His arms around you
And whispered: "Come with me"
With tearful eyes we watched you
As we saw you pass away
Although we love you deeply
We could not make you stay
Your golden heart stopped beating
A beautiful smile at rest
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best.

Incentivo

Ha dias em que me sinto depressiva, o que ultimamente tem sido constante, e sinceramente tenho medo que se torne permanente.

Escrevo depressa, sobre alineas tortas e dou por mim como, "Ser Poeta" (ai Florbela, FLorbela "Corajosa" [...] e é amar-te assim, eternamente; e é seres alma e sangue e vida em mim [...]" );

- Estou a ouvir: "ERA - Don't you forget about me"

Quando paro e olho o texto, sinto cada risco, cada traco, cada virgula do que escrevi (escrevo). Leio e releio num vicio desiquilibradamente aderente. Dias depois, pego, por mera curiosidade e falta de talento e apenas aprecio todo este meu mundo branco, onde desabafo as minhas imperfeicoes, a que chamam de frustracoes. Nesse espaco de tempo volto a ler e a reler e nem entendo o que outrora escrevera e olho-me ao espelho e... "ah! sou humana!" , suspiro; respiro bem fundo e caio no triste pensamento, no beco sem saida do meu cerebro... e bato contra as paredes de inteligencia, sem conseguir sair daquele espaco e tempo obscuro. Volto a respirar; e nao morri.
Apenas de olhos fechados, no silencio, com medo de algo que nao de mim mesma. Sentir que necessito de algo, par'alem da coragem para me suicidar, que sei que um dia ira surgir. Eu sei. E para que adiar o inevitavel!?!? Eu nao presto. Culpo e julgo porque e uma forma de me roer por dentro; porque julgo, sentindo aqui bem dentro, aqui bem no fundo, quem nem sou um pouco melhor, ate um pouco pior, por vezes.
Auto-critico, criticando outrem. E como tenho andado pouco comunicativa, e porque os dias que passam, nesta minha infeliz vida, nao tem sido tao bons quanto isso.. Ate porque infeliz e elogio...

Ja soube o gosto de ser alegre e nao feliz... mas nao ser nenhum das duas, e... frustrante.

Sabe a fel este sentimento inexplicavel, e que ja se torna incontrolavel.

Quero um incentivo para viver.

Mostra-mo.

Eternal Passion

I had once a passion for life that fueled
each thought and deed;
That passion ignited the start of each day
and fired my soul with need.
It filled my dreams through the night
and wrapped me safe until dawn,
Until one morning I awoke to discover it was gone.
I looked around to feel the heat,
to see the source of flame,
In the cold my soul screamed out
but I only heard my name.
I walked throught all the empty rooms...
but no one else was home.
Those I'd loved were somewhere else
and now I was alone.
In exhaustion I collapsed and started to remember...
How my passion's raging fire had become this lonely ember.
I'd always had others who'd told me how to think and feel
I had followed their hearts so long
I no longer knew what was real.
So I took all the truths that others had shared
and put them in the shelf.
I sat alone in the empty house
and journeyed to find myself.
Over the years, I came to see that
SOME of their truths were mine
But I had truth inside myself
and that was harder to find.
I learned the passion I'd always known
had come from my outside
Now my search had circled within,
With nowhere else to hide.
As I traveled to find my truth;
I discovered I wasn't alone
It wasn't that the house was empty
Only the people were gone.
When I opened the doors and windows,
The moon reflected in
At last I saw the rain that fell
And finally heard the Wind.
I began to hear a deep melody
It induce me to hope again......
Sang me a story about love and eternity
And it promised me all this wasn't in vain.
With miles to go, I now know, my journey's still brand new,
I call for strenght for what's ahead and all I've still to do.
But now I can be a mother and live as one man's wife
For I have found inside myself, a burning passion for life.

V for Vendetta:

Who was he really?
What was he like?
We are told to remember the idea and not the man.
Because a man can fail.
He can be caught,
he can be killed and forgotten.
But 400 years later......
An idea can still change the world.
I have witnessed firsthand the power of ideas.
I've seen people kill in the name of them...
... and die defending them.

But you cannot kiss an idea......
cannot touch it or hold it.
Ideas do not bleed.
They do not feel pain.
They DO NOT love.
And it is not an idea that I miss.

"Why Won't You Die?!"
Beneath this mask there's more then flesh.
Beneath this mask there's an idea.
And ideas are bulletproof.



WOW! wow! WoW! wOw! WOW!

Ich Hasse Dieses Leben*

Sinto-a cada vez mais,
Penso nao ser capaz!
Que vida infeliz...
Tao pouco e o que me diz!!

Amedrontada com a imperfeicao...
Acompanhada p'la solidao...
Sinto-me lisonjeada
Por tanto ser amada.

Amada como quem diz cobicada...
Seguida por abutres "esquecidos"
Sinto-me cansada...
E eles, enraivecidos.

Sem nenhuma solucao,
sem nenhuma porta...
Nem assim, so no FIM,
Serei carne, morta!...

The "Lamest" Poem

When I first met you
I knew it was real,
There was so much love inside of me,
And a lot I could not feel.

After we spent sometime together
It all became clear..
I needed you beside me
I needed you to be near!

I needed you to hold me
I needed you to care
I needed you to be with me,
For the pain I could not bare.

U say that you will call,
But you always seem to busy...
And when u say "i love you"
I become extremely "dizzy"

One reason I get so "dizzy"
It is 'cause I don't know if your words are true..
And another is the thought,
I might be losing you.

Unfaithfulness Insanity

How did I ever get to here?
Why do I need you?
Why do I have to cry this tears?
Where do they lead to?

I used to be a strong alone
When i was standing on my own!
Before this passion begun...

Was I too proud or just to blind?
What does it matter?
When the love was in this hands of mine
I let it shatter?

The peace is getting to the wind...
Will it ever get here again...?
But i remember how we are for the rest of time...
God! Is that a crime?!

You are my heart.. how can I ever let you go?
You are my soul ... I have to lose my soul to know!
How much do you need me..
To me, you are my heart.

I think I see you everywhere..
Isn't that crazy?
I still reach out to feel you there...
I am sorry :(

There's the sun to light the day
My colours turned to gray
The day I saw you walk away
Now there's nothing left to say
But when I dream, I pray
That life could be like yesterday...
:(

Even if I could "delete" you from my head/thoughts/life ... I'm afraid I wouldn't do it...
This is insane...

Change

You will grow and so will I
And to the past we say good bye
Will you love who I’ve become
Or will you long where we’ve started from
The future’s there within our sight
But will we get there feeling right
Will you still cherish this woman
Will you still take time to understand
We’ve always said we’re meant to be
But am I the one, the same old me
Only thing unchanged is the name
So will things ever be the same
Can you last this life of strange
Or will you hate how things have changed
Will you still remember when
We met that day, you were my friend
I said hello, how are you?
Then I smiled , then you knew
I was the woman, I am the one
Then our greatest passion begun
Yet now we stand, looking back
Questioning our futures attack
I see your eyes, and you see mine
My love, we know that change is just fine.

Daniel Bedingfield > Lyrics

If you're not the one
Then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one
Then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine
Then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine
Would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away
But I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you
Then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you
Then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me
Then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me
Then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away
but I can't take itI don't understand
If I'm not made for you
Then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart
And pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it
I don't understand
If I'm not made for you
Then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

What Are You Doing??

Yesterday, IS past. (Past)

Tomorrow, is uncertain. (Future)

Today, is a gift. And that's why it's called "Present" ... :)

You can't go back on time, and start from the beginning; but you can begin now and modify the end of the "history".

Who doesn't take the risk, loses the chance to deserve;

Life is to short to let go such great feelings; as you might live happy ever after.

What's worse: Never wait for anyone or wait for someone all your life?

What's better: Loving or being loved?

Be careful with what you wish.. it might come true, than what? :)

Why are you reading this?! Go do something useful with your time! (lol)

Perfect Man

The perfect man is gentle
Never cruel or mean
He has a beautiful smile
And keeps his face so clean.
The perfect man likes children
And will raise them by your side
He will be a good father
As well as a good husband to his bride.
The perfect man loves cooking
Cleaning and vacuuming too
He'll do anything in his power
To convey his feeling of love on you.
The perfect man is sweet
Writing poetry from your name
He's a best friend to your mother
And kisses away your pain.
He never has made you cry
Or hurt you in any way
Oh screw this stupid poem
The perfect man is, gay.

Cadaver

Sinto-a cada vez mais,
Penso nao ser capaz!
Que vida infeliz...
Tao pouco e o que me diz!!

Amedrontada com a imperfeicao...
Acompanhada pla solidao...
Sinto-me lisonjeada
Por tanto ser amada.

Amada como quem diz cobicada...
Seguida por abutres "esquecidos"
Sinto-me cansada...

E eles, enraivecidos.
Sem nenhuma solucao, sem nenhuma porta...
Nem assim, so no FIM, serei carne, morta!...

Fracasso

Acordei,
Um triste despertar...
Vazio de algo a completar
Desde que o mundo olhei...

Perdi,
- Um tesouro "enriquecido"
Apos um dia ter adormecido -
O rasto do que contigo senti...!

Vivi,
Um viver de nao viver
Ha quem o chame sobreviver
Notei entao que enlouqueci...

Tentei,
Adormecer constantemente,
Amar-te... eternamente...
Foi entao que morri, F R A C A S S E I.

Mistakes

Hoje julguei morrer.
Senti a morte num toque leve...
A motivacao sempre a desvanescer.
E o que nao ajuda, e esta triste neve;
Sempre molhada, sempre a chorar.
Tocada por toda a gente...
Sente um vazio, mesmo com tanta gente a lhe rodear...
mas que sentimento mais demente...
Sei isso, porque o sinto
Sinto isso, porque nao sei
Sei que nao te minto... E sei que nada sei.
Quero parar de cair
Cada vez estou mais saudosa.
Passo a vida a sorrir...
Enquanto por dentro, chorosa.
Pretendo ser alguem...
Pretendo fazer o bem...
E esta a minha sorte...
E este o meu destino...
Tome ou nao tino...
Caminho, igualmente, pra morte.

Desabafo Suicida

Desabafo Suicida...
Tenho Tendencia A Escrever Coisas Bonitas. Coisas Que Nao Sao Comuns A Serem lidas...
e ate mesmo escritas... (comentam) Ora, e sobre nao sentir algo bonito todos os dias que passo a citar o meu pensamento futil: Ao longo dos tempos o que mais tenho ouvido é "tu mudaste", "ja nao te importas", "es uma insatisfeita", ...

Que fazes tu?? Continuas o mesmo/a? O que e demais enjoa, e altura de mudares essa tua atitude... se ainda nao o fizeste!?!?

As coisas tem de se ir alterando, porque e esse o procedimento natural da VIDA. Obvio... que o que sinto e algo indescritivel... mas sei que nao sinto isto sozinha, que ha outras tantas "almas" entristecidas, enraivecidas, amedrontadas, assombradas... Tenho nocao plena que vou morrer. E que o que faco aqui é entrar num jogo (que cai no ridiculo!), o qual, tenho evitado.

As vezes, perco-me, e quando o faco fico como os restantes, a deriva (neste esgoto).. Tento encontrar respostas num "Deus"! Que la no fundo sinto que existe, mas tambem penso (acredito) que esta crenca é hereditaria (segundo a teoria de Sigmund Freud);

... Sou um verme com capacidade de raciocinio. AHAHAHAH

Nao e engracado!? Eu acho! E que para alem de ser tao insignificante, como se isso nao bastasse, tenho nocao disso! A existencia é inventada!!!! E a minha vida, sera?! E com tanta vida por ai, nao admira porque tanta gente tem uma vida tao melancolica (se e que se pode chamar, aquele "sobreviver", de vida!!) quem inventa a vida deve ficar sem inspiracao algumas vezes, criando aqueles abortos ambulantes que por ai vemos, de quando em vez... Tadinhos! (a culpa tambem nao é deles, nao somos imperfeitos por pecarmos, pecamos sim, por sermos imperfeitos).

SInto um vazio, as vezes; Que me S U I C I D A!... Porque vivo? Para quem vivo? (pergunto a mim mesma diversas vezes ah noite muda, no escuro e silencio)
Eu perdi o interesse pelo o que me rodeia, por quem me rodeia,... a razao porque amo, QUEM AMO, é em busca da quietude de mente que nao tenho, a paz de "espirito" que me foge (entre os dedos, que nem agua... suja... mal cheirosa... nojenta!..);
Pensar numa familia (aquela que nao tive mas que me é permitida escolher) da-me A vontade de viver,... SIM! AQUELA VONTADE! Que com cada dia que passa se esvai; (suspiro) ai esta vida, que finjimos viver a segundo.

A Morrermos aos poucos e a olharmos para outrem com desdem... nao e ironico!? Como se fossemos ate um pouco melhor que eles (quem quer que sejam); Damos gargalhadas, olhamos com escarnio, como se de facto valesse a tentativa de ser melhor! Aquando que destes momentos de honestidade para com nos mesmos (e dao a estes desabafos sinceros, o nome de, depressao, "desabafo suicida") concluimos que nada mais interessa do que com quem estamos, porque e isso sim que levamos bom desta vida... com quem estamos. So quero sentir O AMOR, sentir-me apaixonada... eu sinto-me amada, quero é AMAR!... Amar,... tanto! Mas tanto ate perder o folego...
Enfim, comeco a conformar-me com o facto de ser assim, insignificante, futil, imperfeita, insatisfeita, mortal... e quem sabe um dia... perco a cobardia e mostro ao mundo a razao, pela qual, vivo...

... para morrer.

"Saudade", translation

For those who are truly in love
And ache for they can never find the words…
"Saudade"
For the hearts that shall burst
If it never finds a way to express the power inside…
"Saudade"
For yesterday, today, and tomorrow
And any time you need to say it….
"Saudade"

It is anything you want it to be
And everything you need it to be
For very rarely do we come across a word
That can capture what is in our hearts
What only our souls can explain
And what our minds could never understand…
"Saudade"

It’s for those who long for the past
Who are so overwhelmingly content in the present
And who can no longer wait for the future
It is all of these together
So beautifully said
And much too explosive for this world to hold
And yet we have, finally, one word
On this tiny earth
Which can say it in a way we need to hear it…
"Saudade"

And a word to the wise
For those who don’t believe such thing exists
Do not search for this word in any place
But for the only place where this word can be found
It lives within the hearts
Of those lucky souls
Who are truly… (humpf)

"Saudade"

Special Someone

A Relationship Is Like A Rose,
How Long It Lasts, No One Knows;
Love Can Erase An Awful Past,
Love Can Be Yours, You'll See At Last;
To Feel That Love, It Makes You Sigh,
To Have It Leave, You'd Rather Die;
You Hope You've Found That Special Rose,
'Cause You Love And Care For The One You Chose.

You'll Have My Heart

You'll have my heart
While away every possible moment
this world offers you,
reminiscing
rainbows, shooting stars,
and every gorgeous rarity
life grants
and you’ll have my heart
as it is with every glance
you devote to me.
Close your eyes
and imagine that
summers first breeze
has just sweetly caressed
your pretty face
and you’ll have my heart
as it is with every breath
you whisper to me.
Deep within the night
as you pray to the heavens,
deny there is anything
more tender or compassionate
than the suns comforting embrace
and you’ll have my heart
as it is with every touch
you bestow upon me.
Search deep within yourself
and envision
all the hearts and souls
of this world
as if each and every
hope and dream
had just come true
and you’ll have my heart
as it is every time
you return such love to me.

Era

Cada momento tem neste espaço infinito
a sua certeza de tempo…
Tudo se vive porque vivemos,
e eh esta estrada diluída entre o real controlavel
e o sonho que nos impulsiona, a que somos convidados a caminhar
de olhos no escuro…

A paixao eh um sonho doloroso:
soh amamos enquanto amamos,
e nada no amor, ou na falta dele, eh manipulavel pelas nossas maos de carne…
Tudo acontece porque nos somos agentes da acçao,
o que nao quer dizer que nos a controlemos…

Os sentimentos sentem-se e vivem-se interiormente,
nao se fazem nem sao programados como um projecto nesta era de projectos…
Tudo isto para assumir que te amo desmedidamente,
sem controlo algum do que ja fui noutros dias vividos,
e hoje sentidos numa memoria branca e ja esquecida…

Sonetos

Fuji a tempos;
Seguimos por um caminho incerto
E mesmo lentos...
La fomos ficando perto!

Senti solidao...
Vida nao vida
tao pouco indefinida,
Ate sentir a tua mao!

Es a razao do meu viver
como poderei isso esquecer!?!
Nisso... aplica a certeza!

Pois sinto-me presa...
A um sentimento fenomenal;
Sentimento este, por um"anormal".



Ja morri...
Entao nao dizem que isso e felicidade?
Contigo, por ti...
Ja sou eternidade!

Amar-te nunca e demais
Ai, so nos, seres anormais!?
...E irreal ate...O sentimento cresce...
As vezes arrefece e logo aquece...

E vai-se aguentando de pe!
Tu choras pois sentes...
Eu sinto e logo choro...

Eu sei que nao me mentes,
E tambem sei que te amo
e que te adoro!



Como foi isto possivel ?
Logo tu, "o destemivel..."
COMO FOSTE CAPAZ????????
De induzir-me tal quietude e paz?

Amas-me? Grita isso...
E mais que tudo... Acredita nisso!
Demonstra, para sempre, sê!
Sê o que es... e o que so quem ama, vê!

Es o meu todo, o meu Universo!
Quero que leias isso "num" verso!
N tenhas pressa...

Porque ate uma Peca...
Acaba so porque lhe metemos um ponto final...
mas sempre o podes apagar e continuar a Peca Teactral!



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"A forca de vontade move montanhas"

Montanhas atraves da evolucao do homem sempre tem servido de alegoria aos seus conhecimentos e obstaculos.
Do topo delas tudo parece mais claro e tem mais profundidade. Subi-las implica em esforco... Da arribada aos cumes, vem a sensacao de conquista, e mais do que esta, a paz de espirito.
A solidao das altitudes descobre nos homens a realidade da sua pequenez no universo, e da proximidade e dependencia de Deus?!?!?
Como obstaculo, a montanha, para o homem de vontade forte, nao o leva a concluir ser ela intransponivel.
Por isso ficou cunhado o dito, que a forca de vontade pode mover montanhas.

Band-Aid

You're In My Thoughts Again
Today, As You So Often Are.
And I Can't Help Out To Wish
Sometimes You Weren't So Far...
But Life Has a Place For Both Of Us
And Though We Are Far Apart;
You're Never Any Further
Than The Corner Of My Heart!..

Get Started

This is my first post (obviously)...

I'll be writing along the way in other languages.

Mainly Portuguese & English (You might see some French and Latin too...);

I shall post some photos when my creativity is failing a bit.


It's awesome to have a little corner where anyone is just a click away. And they can read about you, and appreciate your "work". That's what I'm striving for.


Anywho, I hope you that is reading this, enjoy my blog as much as I do.


Make your stay pleasant...


Best Regards,


MortEscura [Dark Death]

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Desde ja, peco desculpa pela falta de acentuacao.. (a culpa nao e minha, o teclado e todo "americanizado" - e porque nao metem os acentos, mesmo que nao sejam utilizados neste pais? - modernices);

Vou escrever bastante, assim espero, porque criaria uma conta nisto, se acaso nao o fizesse? :\

Quero, exijo comentarios; criticas, ELOGIOS (lol)... Afinal de contas, de que me serve escrever, se ninguem tirar o tempo para ler? ("nao importa o quanto tu te importas, se os outros nao se importam", quao verdade eh isto?)

Nao sei se irei postar algumas fotos (com o tempo, quem sabe, nos dias de pouca inspiracao...);

A ideia principal sao os comentarios aos meus textos, poemas, desabafos,... Dar a mostrar um pouco de muito, espero que apreciem.

:)

Desde ja deixo os meus cumprimentos a quem ler este blog...

... Boa Leitura!