Gods Tears =/

Rain bears reminding of God's bitter tears
Lost are his blessings in cold, hardened fears.
He cries for lack of empathy
He cries in souls divided
He cries when people's endless hate
Forever gets ignited.
He cries for the lies that are hidden...
When preachers say: "Come to church you'll be forgiven".
In truth we know it's all about control of the mass,
It's like the control those don't have that like smoking "grass".*
It's politics, it's religion... it's rules that cause so much fear.
It's blindness. It's a truth people cannot bear.
Every felt raindrop brings stain to creation
Removed from the people he once felt relation.
Can't find morality in religion's betrayal,
Turns with disgust from extremist's portrayal.
He weeps when faced with persecution
He weeps for rights refrained
He weeps in words that seek to hurt
In bigotry sustained.
Rain clouds gain pattern from God's lonely perch
Intolerant speech marks an unholy church
He cries in lost inclusive virtue
He cries the narrow mind
He cries in doctrine twisted 'round
That only serves to blind
Rain hopes for cleansing what preaching's disgraced..
Compassionate values might be more embraced.


* Even tho I don't do drugs, have never done it. We all know the reason why marijuana hasn't been legalized it is because it can't be controlled. Has nothing to do with being "right" or "wrong". (Even tho I find it stupid why people do it at all...)

Tears

I cry tears
Not sad ones today
Awash, my tears swim
Gliding along contours of a face
With an ear to ear grin...

I cry tears
Drops of joy loving you
Cleansing streams down my cheek.
Full of hope as I know you feel the same way too.

I cry tears
Whether real or imagined, half tears or a whole;
Of a love started yet to be experienced...
Explored by two bodies sharing one soul.

I cry tears
Not sour tears or tears of despair.
Today I cry tears that are warm like your body...
And sweet like your lips. It's only fair!

I cry tears that talk a new dialect...
Tears that have no need to speak.
Tears that shine when our eyes meet,
Tears that show how you are perfect.

I cry tears that have no need to be heard.
Tears with no wants...
Tears without haunts...
Tears of one that loves.

Happiness & Joy

I am lost in this life
And I'm not sure what brings me this strife.
Where did I go?
How to find me? I might not know...
But I'm sure I was once here.
Somewhere near,
Yet so far away?
My life seems to stay, how come?
And it keeps me searching still
For the will to go on
When I doubt the woman I've become.
And I'm not one with myself
And the pain inside my soul
Keeps me from being whole
So I look deep within me
And hatred is all I see.
All that's there is a pain inside my heart
To the point I now start to doubt:
Why am I here?

What is this existence about?
So I cry in the night
For this life's nowhere in sight...
Within I grasp...
And as I gasp...
for a breath of refreshing air
Or a break in my despair.
So I resign myself to this
There is no joy or happiness.