Sunday, October 14, 2012

Happy Birthday to my Madrinha Today!

Funny Birthday Poem By Adam Sandler

Once a year we celebrate with stupid hats and plastic plates,
the fact that you were able to make another trip around the sun.
And the whole plan gathers round' gifts and laughter do will bound,
we let out a joyful sound and sing that stupid song.
Happy Birthday, now your one year older.
Happy Birthday, your life still isn't over.
Happy Birthday, you did not accomplish much.
But you didn't die this year i guess that's good enough.
So lets drink to your fading health, and hope you don't remind yourself
your chance of finding fame and wealth decrease with every year.
Dose it feel like your doing laps, and eating food and taking naps,
and hoping that some day, perhaps, your life will hold some cheer.
Happy Birthday, what have you done that matters?
Happy Birthday, your starting to get fatter.
Happy Birthday, it's downhill from now on.
Try not to remind yourself your best years are all gone.
If cryogenics were all free then you could live like Walt Disney and live
for all eternity inside a block of ice.
But instead your time is set this is the only life you get,
and though it hasen't ended yet some times you wish it MIGHT!
Happy Birthday, you wish you had more money.
Happy Birthday, your lifes so sad it's funny.
Happy Birthday, how much more can you take?
But your friends are hungry so just cut the stupid cake.

Now seriously....

My love for you...
Will never die
I'll never forget you
I cannot lie...
You've taught me so much
I couldn't thank you enough.
So I guess that this will have to do
I'll try and show my appreciation for you.
You're a wonderful sister, wife & mother
So gentle, yet so strong.
The many ways you show you care
Always make me feel like we belong.
You are patient when I'm foolish;
You give guidance when I ask...
It seems you can do most anything;
You are the master of every task.
You're a dependable source of comfort;
You are my cushion when I fall.
You help in times of trouble;
You support me whenever I call.
I love you more than I can express
You have my total respect.
If I had my choice of mothers,
You'd be the one I'd select!
As for I wouldn't be the girl I am today
Without your love along the way.

Love you Madrinha. And Happy Birthday!

What's your size?

Insisting in a love that isn't corresponded it's like putting a shoe on that isn't your size anymore.


It's tight, it hurts, it bleeds and it leaves scars that only time is able to heal.

So... TAKE YOUR SHOES OFF.

Free your feet and heart... so when a love your size comes along, your feet are healed.

We all find the perfect pair of shoes, sometime. It's just a matter of time!    

Water your Inner Garden

.In a dark place I have sat and cried...




Not that there was pain, not that there was sorrow, not that there was guilt or excuses, not that there was nothing.



I cried for everything that hasn't changed and everything that did change that I wanted to keep, I cried for everything that has a cost and for everything that doesn't last...



I cried for the dead flower, the broken watch, the time I let go by, I cried for nostalgia, for our craziness, for our sanity...



I cried for what I've said, for what I have heard and said nothing. I cried for the missing opportunities, for the disguised tears, for the falsified happiness.



I cried for whom no longer are alive, those who die and get up every morning, for those who walk around us and aren't even with us...



I cried for the journal I read this morning, the reality outside my windows, for the screaming that more often than not isn't heard, I cried for humility, a little of simplicity, and a little of integrity.



I cried for what I did not change, what I did not avoid. I cried for those who can and don't change, for those who hear but don't listen, who wake up and don't live.



I cried for error, for the past and fear, for memories that weren't mine, and for mine as well.



I cried for the distance between two people beside one another, for the lies that are habit, for the feelings without intensity, without truth.



I cried for my sorrow... the sorrow of caring and receiving no consideration.



I don't understand how one person can know they have made someone sad and just simply not do anything? Many times I have held in ONE tear because I knew many would follow...



So many times I've heard: "Follow your heart.", but when it's broken, which side do you follow?



But then I smiled... because I needed to learn.



I learned that time cures, that sorrow goes away and that deception does not kill you...



I learned that today is the reflexion of yesterday, that the pain strengthens... and above all, that it isn't people that disappoint me, I just expect too much from them. And only this way, will I be able to see that I am strong, and that I can go further than thinking that I can't anymore.



So, from now on... I will plant my garden and I will decorate my soul... instead of waiting for someone to bring me flowers.