Every Now And Then..

Sometimes it seems to much
Other times, just not enough...
Who can feel something as such?
Why does it have to be so tough?
You call it intense, how do you dare?
When it just seems that you don't care.
What have I done to become a lover?
I want this page to skip, turn it over!
Even tho you leave me speachless,
I shouldn't settle for less...
Being around you makes "it" grow
Doesn't my smile, show?
Further I get...
More impossible to forget.
"I wish I never met you" Is tought to take?
And it isn't tough to take you being so fake??
I'm thinking, sitting here
Will you eventually, be there?
What am I, a tool?
What do you take me for, a fool?!
Why do I have to be stressed out, annoyed,
When all I ask is to love and be loved?
It's like god gave me the bread
And not the teeth, instead...
Why can't I keep the "seed"?
This is a f.. drama, indeed.
If I believe god exists? I do.
Or else I wouldn't of met you.


[Karma My Friend, Karma]