Life Happens...

You have to take the good with the bad,

smile with the sad,
love what you've got,
remember what you had,
always forgive,
but never forget,
learn from your mistakes,
but never regret,
people change,
things go wrong,
but always remember life goes on.

Procuro...

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Nos dias que passam, os dias em que o tempo se fez tempo de sorrir.
Dias pintados na cor suave de um raio de sol, iluminando pelo brilho de um terno olhar...
Nas noites frias que se aproximam, e se fazem sentir, os sentidos de outras noites, serenas e magicas. Noites, onde o sonho se fez quadro colorido na tela branca das minhas paredes [e tecto]!
A minha fadinha do nada... que tanto me persegue! =]

Procuro...

Nas palavras que nascem do silencio desta ausensia, a voz que se fez murmurio no vento.
Voz que foi melodia ritmada no compasso do meu coracao...
Nos gestos ja sentidos, aqueles que tocaram de leve a minha alma.
Gestos que foram abracos de ternura e aconchego...

Procuro...

Nos sentidos que ficaram e na saudade que se fez presente, nas emocoes que despertaram e nos desejos que permanecem...
Na chuva miudinha que brota dos olhos e na esperanca va e inocente, na alma que chora e no coracao que silencia a dor...

Procuro...

Por ti que sabes usar as cores do arco-iris para pintar os dias de um ceu azul inebriado e de um mar tranquilo e sereno.
Por ti que iluminas as noites com luares de magia e embalas os sonhos nas mil estrelas que teimo em querer alcancar...
Tu que es sorriso, toque suave na alma e sentido no coracao!

Procuro...

E continuarei ah procura, ate que me faltem as forcas...
Mesmo sem saber o que realmente procuro, e o que poderei vir a encontrar...
Apenas procuro o amor... Aquele que sei que existe... E para que vivo...
E no final de tanta procura ainda quem acabara por encontrar nao serei eu...

Mas ele a mim...

* 2 intelligent beings... *

- I know how to reach a perfect world!
- A perfect World? It does exist.
- I know it does, indeed. I know how to reach it.

~ War
~ Politics
~ People
~ Perspective
~ Dictation
~ Neighbors House
~ World without War/Death
~ No pure and innocent, because that's a communist idea LOL
~ Consciousness

- We do not need to be perfect not to kill one another. We need to be RATIONAL!
- Is that even possible for human beings? Isn't the human being full of consciousness for itself?
- Am I insane?
- No you are not insane.
- I am conscientious of everything, don't you understand you are everything? One With the world?

~ Conflict
~ Provocation
~ Bombs
~ 2008, there should not be no war
~ No hunger
~ Peace
~ Development
~ Progress
~ Union

- There are rich people and poor people for a reason. For a good balance. They exist so we can help them stand on their feet. They shall walk by themselves afterwards.
- Are they willing to walk?
- People with good will should be out there feeding the people.
- You... You... are my consciousness. :)
- You can be whatever you want to be, even a Prince.
- But I am a Prince.

~ Timor
~ Voices
~ Change
~ Opportunity
~ Children
~ Somalia
~ Thinking
~ Respect
~ Economy

- Being selfish to the point where I only want the BEST for me, is being selfish enough to want the best for the world.
- I was just thinking about that.
- We are crazy.
- Depends.
- I don't want to smoke because I will pollute the air I breathe, therefore harm the world and myself.
- I should not eat sweets, I might get diabetes, give it to my kid somehow, and he will give it to his children and so on...
"Wanting the best for yourself is wanting the best for the world, it is like a Universal Choice"
- How can one be without trying to understand what surrounds him? I am so different from all of them in this matter.
-It's your head. It's your consciousness. It's your maturity. It's your heart.
- But you are my right arm.
- I did not go and look for ONE... I searched for ONE PRINCE.
- I did not search for you.
- You do not find things you do not search for.
- I don't understand people.
- They are us, carried by different turns, lives and choices... If we ought to try what they did we would be just like them.

~ Homosexual
~ Acceptance
~ Conservative
~ Pastor
~ Inconsequential
~ Humanity
~ Marriage
~ Babies
~ Artificial

- If they prove to me they can procreate within species, I will accept them in society.
Without artificial insemination! If a man and a man, can't make another; And a woman and a woman can't make another. There must be something wrong with the "picture".
If everyone opted to be that way. We would be the last generation on Earth. Is that right?
- Gay people have a social status just like yours.
- Well it has nothing to do with the fact it's men with men or women with women... yet, it is the fact they CANNOT procreate!
- You are just being catastrophic!

~ Adoption
~ Limits
~ Discrimination
~ Awareness
~ Equals
~ Permission
~ Authority
~ Evolve
~ Minds

- It's easy to know they are not enough. IT is not so easy to know if I am enough.
- Who knows? I know. You are.
- You do? I am?
- You don't feel determined enough... maybe you are not so sure...
- "... singing ..."
- Fight for your dreams, for your ideas. Yell at the world. Make it roar to your voice, to your actions, through you attitude!
- Run away... And never look back.
- You will not do it.
- Why?
- Because the BEST you can do it's stay!
- Best, Selfishness...

~ Jealousy
~ Fear
~ Doubt
~ Present
~ Questions
~ Solutions
~ Future
~ Love
~ Forever

- I have a feeling of Deja Vu!
- This is where our "self's" in some other dimension just fell apart.
- Tu não perderás nunca esse desejo de andar nas nuvens, de sonhar tão profundamente?
- I am afraid I never will. I want to be a girl a bit longer.
- What if it's a girl?
- If it's not true today, it wasn't true yesterday! What it's not, it never was! =D
- Hey! There you go jumping from cloud to cloud... Look at me, I'm down here.

~ I'll stay at that. And state this: Dreams. ~

~ONE~

In this advanced generation that we call ourselves. Where words are used in dismay of feelings.
In false pretense everything is done. That is the world we choose to live in.
Some people might call me crazy, some call me insane, some call me insensitive...
... but in the end, I know who I am and what I have to give;
I might not say it everyday:
- "Thank You"
- "I miss you"
- "I am sorry"
or even
- "I love you"...
.... but when I say it, I mean it.
It is my Idea to say it, it is with a purpose. And different from steel, those... cannot be bent.

There are a lot of things that makes me different from others but there are also a lot of things that makes us all the same.
If not where we came from, what's our purpose and where we're going; maybe the rudeness, the hope, the love... or the Ideas.
We all have ideas. Some of us choose to actually use them. Any idea, any thought can be reality.
"You are never given the wish without also being given the power to make it true. You may have to work for it, however." [Richard Bach]

Once upon a time, I dared to tell someone (that could care less):
"One day, I shall do great things!"

The truth is, I do great things. NOW.
Right on this moment, I am doing amazing things.
We are timeless creatures. Who's to say what's past, present and future?
If the question of the time can sometimes be deceived? If hours can seem minutes and minutes can seem hours, at times?
If dreams seem so real that you can touch? You can feel? You can imagine... You can create an Idea.
We are chapters? We are channels? What are we?
I like pictures; and these don't even move. Even tho you can can pretend they do, they "appear" to move. [that's reality!]
So, I'll call Everything an album.
Maybe we live our lives for that perfect shot. That steady, colorful, unimaginable, beautiful shot, Moment. Idea.

I shall become one with the world. I am ONE with Everything.

How I have changed. [I smile]
It's not that we don't know where to go...
Or we don't know what to find...
... We do.
It's the awareness of our consciousness that sometimes we lack of.
When you try to look for something, don't you find it?
If you really put work into it? Research? Effort? Thought?
You will find it! If you don't, you were not true at heart.

Richard Bach said well:
"Bad things are not the worst things that can happen to us. Nothing is the worst thing that can happen to us!"

Even tho there are probably millions, billions of self's living who I am NOW...
The truth is there's points in time where histories will meet but some might evolve some might not.
So you could actually be me... And I could be you... With different shapes and different choices made...
And we are all just a big ONE.

With all this, you might think twice when you ought to judge someone.
What if that is one of the billion self's you could of been? Or... that you are?
Would you like to be treated with disrespect? (...)
We all relate people. We do. Doesn't matter who you are.

And we all suffer. We will all get hurt. And it's acceptable.
But the choice of who deserves that pain, is yours.

Make Is be with you.

;)

~ Woman I am ~

(speak no evil, see no evil, hear no evil)

Lovers, partners and all things else

Today is the beginning of the end
Why you have to be so insulse?
How can we remain until we ascend?
Destined together was the start,
And now all that remains, it's both of us apart.
"The problem is all inside your head" - you said to me.
Well, I can sure help set you free.
It grieves me so to see you in such pain...
I wish there was something I could do to make you smile again.
All I've done is try to explain...
And days have passed, I've realized it was all in vain.
Wonder what really happened to us then?
- No, I don't want any men!!
Last night you told me in my sleep...
That it was me you couldn't keep...
How can I tolerate such thing?
You act like your mind swing.
You said I wasn't woman enough for you?
Because I talked too much and was egotistic too.
I wasn't soft and warm...
There was so much I needed to do!
When I wasn't doing you any harm...
You spit me out after all the chew.
In addition to that always nagging as well...
Wow, I made your life a living hell!
You said I should be polite and adjust...
Or everything should fall to dust.
Be supportive, not draw comparisons with others to you.
When all you did was again and again all the same do?
I should have always listened without a debate...
I'm sure neither of us would of ran out of fate?!
I don't fit into your idea of a woman
For I flare at the slightest provocation...
I speak my mind without cessation.
Arguments are an integral part of me,
It's sad that after all this time, you just can't see.
As you said all I do is talk nonsense
And I should not say nothing in my defense!
You said: There's a man out there for me...
But you and I are certainly not meant to be.
I could settle for any or all of them if I want...
All I had to do, is go out there and haunt.
I know what you have said of me is not true

Jealousy made me a new woman to you.
What we become! Why didn't you give me a clue?
How I wish this wasn't really true.
Justifications is what you claim I have to say...
And all I do is as I may and my own way.
Killing my spirit, heart and soul was so brutally crude,
Can I ever rise over this character assassination so rude?
My life doesn't need to be lived by two
After all, "I'm man enough for me and you?"
Love is acceptance of the others weaknesses too
Strengths one can accept without loving, getting used to;
You said I am not the perfect woman for you...
A Perfect Woman accepts flaws, yet loves her man true.

#1Greatest Hits from 1958 - 2008

1958: All I Have To Do Is Dream - The Everly Brothers
1959: Stagger Lee - Lloyd Price
1960: Stay - Maurice Williams and the Zodiacs
1961: Surrender - Elvis Presley
1962: I Can't Stop Loving You - Ray Charles
1963: Fingertips Pt. 2 - Stevie Wonder
1964: House Of The Rising Sun - The Animals
1965: (I Can't Get No) Satisfaction - The Rolling Stones
1966: Good Vibrations - The Beach Boys
1967: Hello, Goodbye - The Beatles
1968: (Sittin' On) The Dock Of The Bay - Otis Redding
1969: Everyday People - Sly & the Family Stone
1970: The Tears Of A Clown - Smokey Robinson & The Miracles
1971: Just My Imagination (Running Away With Me) - The Temptations
1972: Let's Stay Together - Al Green
1973: Let's Get It On - Marvin Gaye
1974: The Joker - Steve Miller Band
1975: Island Girl - Elton John
1976: 50 Ways To Leave Your Lover - Paul Simon
1977: Hotel California - The Eagles
1978: Stayin' Alive - Bee Gees
1979: Heart Of Glass - Blondie
1980: Another Brick In The Wall, Pt. 2 - Pink Floyd
1981: Starting Over, (Just Like) - John Lennon
1982: Jack And Diane - John Cougar Mellencamp
1983: Beat It - Michael Jackson
1984: When Doves Cry - Prince
1985: Everybody Wants To Rule The World - Tears for Fears
1986: Sledgehammer - Peter Gabriel
1987: With Or Without You - U2
1988: Sweet Child O' Mine - Guns N' Roses
1989: Like A Prayer - Madonna
1990: Vision Of Love - Mariah Carey
1991: Set Adrift On Memory Bliss - P.M. Dawn
1992: Baby Got Back - Sir Mix-A-Lot
1993: I Will Always Love You - Whitney Houston
1994: Bump N' Grind - R. Kelly
1995: Waterfalls - TLC
1996: California Love - 2Pac
1997: Mo Money Mo Problems - Notorious B.I.G.
1998: Doo Wop (That Thing) - Lauryn Hill
1999: Smooth - Santana
2000: Amazed - Lonestar
2001: All For You - Janet Jackson
2002: Hot In Herre - Nelly
2003: Hey Ya! - Outkast
2004: Yeah! - Usher
2005: Gold Digger - Kanye West
2006: SexyBack - Justin Timberlake
2007: Irreplaceable - Beyonce
2008: Lost - Coldplay

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