~ It was YOU ~

I learned things, that I shouldn't of learned...
I heard things, I shouldn't of heard...
I lived things, I shouldn't of lived...
I shivved people, I shouldn't of shivved.
I felt things, I shouldn't of felt...
How could I let my heart melt?
I wanted things, I should of never wished for...
And with you all I could ask was more?
If for a moment, a word, I lost you:
However you had all of me.
I don't know what you see...
But I know what I see in you, I do.
My body, my soul...
(sigh) Me and you, was my goal...
In yours, attached, my fingers...
Your body united in mine...
All of you is still so fine...
All of you, still on me lingers...
You had my smile, my look, my fragrance.
You took away my life's romance...
It was you that made me want everything...
It was you that made me not back out on anything...
Was with you that I lived what I shouldn't of lived,
So I sat back and sieved.
Was with you that I felt what I shouldn't of felt,
Was with you that I wished the impossible.
But it seemed we just let go the belt...
And there went our dreams, we were no longer unstoppable.
Unfortunately, my body, my soul, my fingers,
my smile, my look and my fragrance...
... in your memory it will all remain,
But in your heart, it will all be nothing but a stain.