~ babbling ~

Patiently waiting,
Hoping, and longing...
For dreams, fantasy
and reality becoming one.
Letting go of pride,
of anger, of hurt,
of selfish thoughts...
Leaving only care,
loyalty, touch,
and love...
The wait may be long,
and with it, fear,
pain, insecurity,
and heartaches arrive...
Though the reward will be grand
When I will be holding you,
kissing you, caring for you,
and loving you...

~ It was YOU ~

I learned things, that I shouldn't of learned...
I heard things, I shouldn't of heard...
I lived things, I shouldn't of lived...
I shivved people, I shouldn't of shivved.
I felt things, I shouldn't of felt...
How could I let my heart melt?
I wanted things, I should of never wished for...
And with you all I could ask was more?
If for a moment, a word, I lost you:
However you had all of me.
I don't know what you see...
But I know what I see in you, I do.
My body, my soul...
(sigh) Me and you, was my goal...
In yours, attached, my fingers...
Your body united in mine...
All of you is still so fine...
All of you, still on me lingers...
You had my smile, my look, my fragrance.
You took away my life's romance...
It was you that made me want everything...
It was you that made me not back out on anything...
Was with you that I lived what I shouldn't of lived,
So I sat back and sieved.
Was with you that I felt what I shouldn't of felt,
Was with you that I wished the impossible.
But it seemed we just let go the belt...
And there went our dreams, we were no longer unstoppable.
Unfortunately, my body, my soul, my fingers,
my smile, my look and my fragrance...
... in your memory it will all remain,
But in your heart, it will all be nothing but a stain.

~ Myself ~

For a long time, I've been trying to be happy...
So...
I wanted to be peace, I was war.
I wanted to be union, I was disagreement.
I wanted to be life, I was emptyness.
I tried to be happiness, I was sorrow.
Finally...
Now I found out, that to be happy...
... I need to be, myself.

~ Picanço ~

I want this to be one of my Christmas presents.

(Excited about it...)

~ Lanius meridionalis & Lanius senator ~

Qual o nome deste passaro em PORTUGUÊS?
(What's the name of this bird in Portuguese?)

~ ASSUME this ~

When you come to think, life is wider than is short.
And people are just so... mean. Selfish. Hypocrite.
It feels so good inside when you point out what someone else did wrong, doesn't it?
When you sway your mind out of yourself and look at another. Prick!
Have you ever gotten so sad you feel sick to your stomach?
You wish you could just puke that unfulfillable feeling away?
We are all different. We are all alone.*
But you know what? *In that, we are all together.
People are just people, I said, so many times. But I am NOT just someone.
I cannot live a life, being thought a fool, unhappy, unbalanced, needy.
I can't.
Because, you know what? That is not me. That is not who I am.
Not yesterday, not today... And I won't be that tomorrow either.
I have noble goals for my life. And I WILL achieve them.
I committed mistakes, I did. But I never said I was perfect.
How can someone call me heartless? When I have so much to give?
When I can barely fit in myself? I feel like I could burst feelings... at times.
You all know how the saying goes:
"Don't assume? You'll make an ASS of U and ME"
Let's all just keep that in mind. Think a little more about our own mistakes, our own paths and be ourselves.

"May God be with you. Amen." [joke]

~ Opinion ~

"You are a cowardly woman period.(...)"

"(...) You are just a hurtful being (...)"

"I guess beauty is only skin deep because the inside is rotten."

"You are being heartless (...)"

And this is, supposedly, someone that cares for me
that said these things... imagine the rest of the world!

Let determination be part of our lives.

[Oh, and by the way; Opinions are like butts, everyone has one.]