Invisible....

Do you really believe in your head
That takes that long for me to find
What you have been looking for
but you've been just too blind?
Are you really closing the door,
That will keep you satisfied?
You can look but you can't touch...
I don't think I like you quite as much...
All I wanted was to be pacified.
So what if I'm in love?
How much longer for the cure?
It's hard to say what I see in you...
Words can't explain and I can't do.
I just know it feels so genuine, so pure...
What to make to end it faster?
But then... what comes after!?
I wanted to burn out bright!
To be levitated, be out of sight.
But you... you are like a drop in the ocean...
... collapse with so much motion
But then taken with the waves sway.
You're like a feather flying away!
You fall in and out of love, do you hesitate?
You make me look at you as a mistake!
If it never started it can't be done,
If I never had you, you can't be gone.
If we are all different,
How can two make a whole?
Well, you don't need to be too intelligent...
Love of two is one:
Two hearts and one soul.
And this is my state...
Thinking: "Oh well, it's too late!"
I got a hole in me now...
I got a scar in my heart!
How is it going to heal, how?
If you are the missing part.
I wish I was made of steel
Or just as invisible as you make me feel.

~ ASSUME this ~

When you come to think, life is wider than is short.
And people are just so... mean. Selfish. Hypocrite.
It feels so good inside when you point out what someone else did wrong, doesn't it?
When you sway your mind out of yourself and look at another. Prick!
Have you ever gotten so sad you feel sick to your stomach?
You wish you could just puke that unfulfillable feeling away?
We are all different. We are all alone.*
But you know what? *In that, we are all together.
People are just people, I said, so many times. But I am NOT just someone.
I cannot live a life, being thought a fool, unhappy, unbalanced, needy.
I can't.
Because, you know what? That is not me. That is not who I am.
Not yesterday, not today... And I won't be that tomorrow either.
I have noble goals for my life. And I WILL achieve them.
I committed mistakes, I did. But I never said I was perfect.
How can someone call me heartless? When I have so much to give?
When I can barely fit in myself? I feel like I could burst feelings... at times.
You all know how the saying goes:
"Don't assume? You'll make an ASS of U and ME"
Let's all just keep that in mind. Think a little more about our own mistakes, our own paths and be ourselves.

"May God be with you. Amen." [joke]

* Say It As You Know *

(foto de Timor Leste)

”If you do what you’ve done, you’ll go where you’ve gone.”

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