[sigh] HappyNess... is not a destination!

You're the first thing I think in the morning when I rise

You're the last thing I think before I close my eyes.
You're the miracle in my life,
Who can always make me smile...
Just knowing that you care
makes my life worth-while!
Forgive my eyes for admiring your beauty.
You stole my heart the moment you looked at me,
Call me crazy, call me insane...
My heart beats mentioning your name!
Love isn't a decision...
It's a beautiful feeling...
If we could decide whom to love
It would lose it's meaning!
We would probably have no problems, at all...
But then it would be less magical.
My eyes are blind,
Without yours to see...
You are just too kind,
When you talk to me.
Like a rose without color
Like bread without butter,
That would shall be
Your life without me! [lol]
Love is to feel someone in every heartbeat,
To find someone in every thought,
To see someone with closed eyes,
To care for them with all your heart.
To miss someone without good reason, you know...
My beauty is the reflexion of your eyes glow.
I made a mistake,
Now I have to face the consequences of my action.
But until you're back in my arms,
I will never have the satisfaction.
I'm so happy that we met...
It's like I've known you forever.
If I could rewrite the alphabet,
I'd put U and I together.

~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~

You must be a good runner...
Because you are always running in my mind!
You must be a good thief...
Because you have stolen my heart!
And I must be a bad shooter...
Because I Always Miss You!

~ TanninG ~

[before getting in the tanning bed, should I do it?]

[after I got out of the tanning bed... ]

I just want to register my first time going tanning.
So this post is precisely about that!
I went tanning for the first time today.
I must admit I felt a bit scared and awkward laying on a bed to get color. (how lame)
I find it stupid since we have all summer to do outdoor activities and stuff but hey... who cares.
Body is just matter... if it rottens... oh GREAT! [it happens]!
I laid there... A lot of things were going through my mind,... to the point where I had the radio playing and if you asked me any of the songs that were playing I cannot tell you.
Thoughts going through my head:
- It's getting hot.
- It's getting hotter.
- It burns a little.
- Maybe I should try to open this back up just to make sure I am not stuck here (so I did..)
- Will I stay with the mark of these little stupid glasses on my face... ?
- Will this tell me when to get up?
- Will it get any hotter?
- Turn little glasses around so I don't get the mark of them on my nose...
- Do they say there's Regular, Maximum and whatever ... just to pretend all settings aren't the same?
- Oh, I feel it burning my skin now.
- Yup, it's frying...
- Why am I doing this again?
- What if I fall asleep?
- I am sure that are people that come here tired and they fall asleep...
- Wow, this is crazy.
- Let me try to open this back up just to check if it STILL opens... (so I did...)
- Let me check the timer...
- 3 Minutes...
- Time for one more song...
- Some lame country shit playing...
- I can't believe I'm doing this...
- Lights on the tanning bed go off...
- I get up... put clothes back on.
- OH SHIT... I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING LOBSTER! [picture above]
- 10 minutes, wow... this is crazy.
- Is this normal?
[Then I'm just tripping about it the whole way home!]