Summer 06

Apos o degredo deste verao
Em que me senti perdida
Analiso a situacao
Onde me encontro, nao vejo saida.

Rodeada de insatisfacao
Apoderada pela tristeza
sera que tenho coracao?
Ja nem tenho a certeza.

Vejo-me toda cercada
Ignorada pela amizade
Sera muito ser amada
E desejar por estabilidade? (ha!)

Ofertas, dissabores, conselho
Eh o que mais me tem oferecido...
Tanto que me dao, e nao merecido.
Que desilusao a olhar o espelho.

Tento viver;
Trabalhar, cansar-me em demasia
Sinto-me a sobreviver...
Amor, eh so o que queria.

Pretendentes? Estes nao vao falhar,
Eh uma certeza infinda,
hum, ate os dentes nao comecarem a faltar!
O que nao acontece ainda.

Vivem cegos pela beldade exterior,
Pela mera questao de estatuto?
Eh ser encaminhada pelo o amor
O objectivo para que luto.

Odeio desrespeitar
E ter de chamar alguem ignorante
Mas quando me vem com teorias de "Amar"...
Como se fosse algo constante...

Haja juizo..

Sorry but I Love You

My life has changed
Since we met
Sometimes I'm mean
Which I regret.

Usually 'please, thanks and sorry'
Aren't words I 'speak'
(wait, I got to go pee
What a freak..)

I love you for who you are
You're my 'boo'
Not even for a star
If I'd give up on you.

I wish you were here
Even far seems u're near
I just want some touch
I've never felt love as such.

You don't say you love me often
Will I ever be forgotten?
Don't you ever put me on the 'shelf'
Always keep me for yourself.

Do you understand I care for you?
Sometimes I say things out of my mouth
I know you mind...
... love is difficult to find.

I hope you know how I feel
How I want this to be real
You tend to push me away
When all I want is you to stay.

Do you think this ain't true?
'Yes!' And that makes me blue...
I need you more than flowers need sun
I miss you so much 'hun'.

I'm not asking you to forget
I'm asking you to forgive
Just let me know when you're set
When you're willing to give.

Do not take this as disrespect
But sorry is never perfect.

Don't go..

Where am I?
Some other land??!
It seems like we have our own world
When I hold your hand.
I've seen your tears
You've scared away my fears.
Once again it's you and me
Just like it used to be.
If you don't know
If you should stay...
Please don't blow
This feeling away.
It has been awhile
Since I last saw you smile.
If you go now I understand,
If you stay, I got a plan,
Let's make memory.
Let's make history.
I love you today
I'll love you tomorrow
Through all the pain
and all the sorrow.
Do I deserve you?
No way in hell..
But I'll do my best
To treat you well.
You're the only one for me
I've never been more sure.
Before you,
my life was blur.
Now I know what I must do
It's Never Stop Loving You.

Cat

Cat bought a cat.
She named the cat, Cat.
Cat yells at Cat, 'cause Cat is a silly cat.
Cat scratches Cat, 'cause Cat is a cat, and cats don't like to be yelled at.
Cat almost smacks Cat, it's not like the cat knows what it's doing.
Cat is just a cat; Cat has to understand.
Cat likes Cat, or else, why would she buy the cat in the first place?!
Strange someone named Cat, name her cat, Cat, no?
I find it funny - I like both Cats - the Cat person, and the Cat pet.
Finally Cat is starting to get along with Cat, afterall, Cat is adorable. (which one?) lol


Some people just have to much time on their hands, and I guess I'm one of those people. lol

Lazy Eye

"I've been waiting
i've been waiting for this moment all my life
but it's not quite right

and this 'real'
it's impossible if possible
at who's blind word
so clear but so unheard

i've been waiting
i've been waiting for this silence all night long
it's just a matter of time

to appear sad
with the same 'ol decent lazy eye
fixed to rest on you
aim free and so untrue

everyone's so intimately rearranged
everyone can focus clearly with such shine
everyone's so intimately rearranged
everyone can focus clearly with that shine

lost and loaded
still the same 'ol decent lazy eye
straight through your gaze

that's why i said i relate
i said we relate
it's so fun to relate

it's the room the sun and the sky
it's the room the sun and the sky

i've been waiting
i've been waiting for this moment."

Reason

"I'm not a perfect person
as many things I wish I didn't do
but I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know:

I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you.

I'm sorry that I hurt you
it's something I must live with everyday
and all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
that's why I need you to hear:

I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you(,,,)"

Better off alone

I understand your point of view
For letting me go
but I thought you had more faith
Everything I've done for you
You made the mistakes
and now you throw this in my face..
And I've worked so hard for you
all of this time
and You've cast me aside
I understand ur point of view.

But I can't seem to get my head around
all the things that I feel good about
always seem to disappear..
And everytime I think I've this all worked out
something chews me up and spits me out
but theres nothing else to feel,
I'm better alone my dear.

You couldn't pick a better time
to give me the news;
Why don't you kick me when I'm down?
I always believed in you,
Defended your name..
...but you have not been true.
I gave you so much of my life
Have compromised and you tell me goodbye
You couldn't pick a better time.

I know I really should thank you
for "setting" me free..
It's really amazing the changes
I'm starting to feel..
It's not going to be long
'till I'm feeling strong..
To be like I used to be.
Still I wonder
if u wish... you had me.